I never will forget you! love u

  Hey Boy!
So it`s 10:15 in the night and you left this morning and i miss you so much. You came back into my life full force when we both returned from our little adventure in a differnent place, and I`m so happy that you did when you did. We had some really good times and some not so good ones, ( when i was being a bitch aboutzai) opps... but you took me in stride just as i did you. You became family someone i could talk too someone who always made me laugh and cry... someone who i could share my insecurities with and when i just really needed to bitch about Jeremy..lol.. but you always listened to me without me even having to ask for you too.

I know it`s going to be really hard without your family -me- when you get there, but i`know this time you will do so amazing! You know how it is to fail now and you know in your heart you never want to feel like that again. You may not think but your parents are proud of you but they are, and as for your sister, i know she hasnt been there and she`s been distant from you, don`t be mad at her, just think that maybe it`s just really hard on her to say goodbye again. She will come around and yes it will be to late for her to say goodbye cause your already gone, but your not gone forever :D and she will know that in time. So don`t be mad at her, I understand how she feels cause it hurts like hell knowing that i can;t see your big teased head anymore for a really long time. And i can`t go to BK like 4 times in one night cause Cutler was hungry. But i will hold you so close to my heart and just think about how much success your going to have in your life for being so brave and making such a big move, and i will laugh and cry and do both at the same time! I love you with all my heart your Family, Don`t ever lose yourself and stay exactly who you are cause no one or nothing can improve you as a person! So I will leave you with these words!

FUCK MY LIFE!

I love you babe!!
Peace and Love

Your Big Sister

Lisa
xoxoxo

ps: Don`t ever forget me.